Almost two years since my last entry.
I googled my username and up popped this old account.
So much has changed.
I've loved and lost and left uni and gotten a job testing games and that's about it. So not much has changed then, really.
I don't have friends anymore. But to be honest I don't really want friends. In my experience they backstab and lie and pretend and only do things for their gain. That's drama I don't want, so I suppose I've becoming rather cold and cynical and unforgiving when it comes to cutting people out of my life. I don't regret losing any of them.
I'm still living in Derby. Currently with my ex boyfriend which is rather painful. I never realised how love could be until I found him. And I never knew a heart could break until he left me.
I lead such a sad existence these days.
"Here comes goodbye~"
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